Full of darkness and pain.

Times of loneliness and hurt

When I called out YOUR name!

As I look at those times

When all I felt was despair,

I can see now so clearly LORD,

That YOU were always there!

All of those painful memories

Have all had there place,

In proving YOUR LOVE for me,

YOUR Mercy and Grace!

Even though I was alone physically

And so close to death!

Out of nowhere YOU revived me,

And gave me another breath!

LORD! This is a prayer of thanks,

For the LOVE YOU have shown me.

Words cannot explain the respect that I have

Nor are there pictures to see.

LORD YOU are Worthy

Of all Glory and Praise!

I offer my life to YOU FATHER

Guide me in YOUR Perfect Ways!

Selah! Amen!

Inspired by the HOLY SPIRIT

Written by Andrew James White

November 11/2022

Damp and cold air 

Was all I had to breathe!

My grip around cold iron bars

Wrapping my hands tightly,

Trying one last attempt to spread them apart,

So that once again I might be freed.

No sooner did a voice come from the distance.

Soft and gentle, full of Grace and sincerity. 

“You can stand down now guard!,

Not one of these prisoners is now your responsibility!”

Then I heard that voice so familiar, raspy and rough,

‘Who are you to say this to me?’

“If you haven’t heard yet my friend, 

I have purchased these captives with all authority, 

Even you yourself have been given freedom,

For the rest of eternity! 

I’m not here to argue, not here to accuse,

It’s a gift for the taking, Look for yourself! I even hold the keys!”

April 20/2022

Andrew James White

Is hated by HIS own creation! 

So shall I be!

The very Son of GOD who performed miracles of healing right before their eyes, Yet they are still too blind too see.

The ONE who raised Lazuras from the dead before their very eyes, 

Yet they didnt believe HE could set HIMSELF free!

HE Loved them so much,

Yet they hung HIM on that tree

To be hated by this world???

Sure!! sounds good to me!

Inspired and Blessed by the HOLY SPIRIT!

Written by Andrew James White

I don’t really care.

Cause no matter where I go

YOU are always there. 

They always see me talking

To the open air. 

I guess they just don’t get it

YOU are everywhere!!

YOU did say they were blinded

To things I always share

About YOUR awesome splendor

And the Cross that YOU did Bare! 

Someday they will know these things 

It is the WORD that YOU did swear!

That “every knee will bow before you”

And Confess that YOU are there!!!

So Am I really Crazy?

I will dare not defend

I will claim YOUR victory,

Until the very end!! 

Selah! Shalom!

Andrew James White

Inspired by THE HOLY SPIRIT

Whom they needed to win
Was so hard to find.
Until the Father gave in
To offer whom He had in mind.

His first born son
Who’s life had been perfectly lived.
To Him this great treasure,
Felt so hard to give.

But He knew His Son so well
That He was a guaranteed to win
He knew all the enemies strategies,
And He was the perfect offering for sin.

So to the battlefield He went,
With compassion and Love.
Not to forget the SPIRIT,
His Father sent from above.

The battle became so intense,
Yet He stood firm with Grace!
With short periods of loneliness,
And many tears fell down His Face.

The Father had sent Him to win this war,
Once and for all
At all Costs and nothing spared,
He was there for the call.

The Father knew that His son would prevail whether He lived, or He died.
But to watch a Son so perfect suffering,
There were no tears He could hide.

Imagine it was Your Son,
Sent to win this great Fight
And to show them forgiveness,
Just doesn’t feel right.

But it is!!!
It is right you see!!!
Because without this Victory,
Where would we all be??

Yes in the end the Son gave up His Life,
It was in order to win.
Then He also Rose again
and gave us victory over sin!

Inspired by THE HOLY SPIRIT
Written by Andrew James White

I look back to all the pain,

That once controlled my brain

Making me insane.

But now I have my father’s name,

HIS blood runs through my veins,

HE shelters me from the rain

He cleanses all my stains.

I have so much to proclaim,

But I just dont want the fame.

I will leave what still remains,

When I take that northbound train

So for now “to live is Christ,

And to die is gain”.

Andrew James White

Inspired and Blessed always

By THE HOLY SPIRIT

Ref: Phillipians 1:21

Aug.29/2022

HE is the Epitome of LOVE.

The LOVE that the world of non-believers does not receiveth.

Because it is sent from above.

The only way to understanding

To be inspired by SPIRIT.

The only Way to The SPIRIT

Is believing in the death and resurrecting power of JESUS.

It may be symbolism in the minds of some,

But it is a true and authentic relationship with THE ONE.

a life transforming death to the ways of the world.

and a new life in the spirit. As is said, “Death to the body and sin,

to life everlasting in the SPIRIT”,

Then THAT which is PERFECT will come!

what I want to see.

Though it may seem far fetched,

it will come to be.

When my sight seems blurry and 

Things just don’t seem right. 

I just turn things inward, 

Then I see the light.

You see, it’s what comes from within me,

That makes this easy to see. 

Because, really it’s my visual eyes 

at work from inside of me.

AJ White

January 20/2021

7:50 pm CST

My life was tragedy.

My life was loss.

My life was sadness.

for the people I lost.

My life was anger,

constant with struggle.

My life was fear.

Of the tricks of the devil.

My life was shame,

helpless and hurt.

Carrying my sorrow,

while living in dirt.

My life was arrogance,

covered with pride.

My life was prison,

all locked up inside.

My life is now freedom,

broken those chains.

I now know the reason,

for my purpose and aim.

My life is Growth,

with a capital G.

My life is Gratitude,

the next line you can see.

My life is ministry,

a mission of sorts,

full of excitement,

with no fear or retorts.

AJ White,

December 22/2020

REALITY 4 ME

Asleep!

Yet awake.

Now my dreams

don’t seem fake.

Once my eyes

caught the light, 

then my future 

became so bright.

All I ever wanted!

Every desire of my heart,

has come to fruition. 

As I wished from the start.

Now, what I see has become reality.

Of course in part, through duality.

The eyes that are within me,

are now one with my heart.

AJ White

January 20/2021

7:28 pm CST

THE GRIEVING 

Glaring through the window,

My weakened arms waving goodbye.

Knowing it was forever, 

Again, I would see Him nye!

No tears will fall from this loss, 

An acquaintance to say at best!

It was no decision from a coin toss,

An experience maybe, or life test.

I will admit, we had some good times!

But none I gained from, to say the least.

Another hard life lesson,

Yet as well a loss for the beast.

I won’t be missing you this time. 

Yet, with every bullet so far.

A rejoicing sense of grieving.

An eagle on a course over par.

Thanks for the memories, 

Even though they caused me pain.

But for me has become to Live is Christ,

And of course to die is gain!

Take care my addiction, I mean this as goodbye,

Just so that you all can know it’s name.

Andrew James White

November 10/2021

TO GROW!

In this room I stay safe

From a world I once knew.

To detox those demons,

To start fresh, to start new.

LORD keep me growing

And great things we will do!

These trials will build me stronger

And bring me closer to YOU!

My life is no longer 

A life that I plan, 

I will walk in anticipation 

Of the Work of YOUR HANDS!

Lead me and guide me 

And great seeds YOU will sow. 

I know these tests of my faith

Can only help me TO GROW!

Andrew James White

Dec. 16/2021

Do You Pray from Your heart?

Do You understand completely? 

Right from the start?

Did you really mean it, 

When You said “Thy Will Be Done”?

Did You ask for His Blessing,

Yet pay Him back none?

When You say “Holy is Thy Name”, 

Do You bow in Respect?

Or do You look around aimless

And What He gives, You reject?

For thousands of years

We have said The Lord’s Prayer.

Yet nothing has changed!

Wasted words in the air!

August 10/2021

Andrew James White

Scripture reference: Matthew 6:7-8